Accident Photo : (

I've heard over and over again, "Hope, it was an accident.  Don't beat yourself up over it.  He's fine."  I appreciate everyone's attempts to make me feel better, and I honestly know in my heart that he will be fine.  However, every time I have to change Jacob's bandages and see the wounds, the guilt comes flooding back and I feel sick all over again. 

If you saw your poor little baby like this....

...would you be able to get over it?